There's a bear inside your stomach The cub's been kicking from within He's loud, though without vocal chords We'll put an end to him We'll make all the right appointments No one ever has to know And then tomorrow I'll turn 21 We'll script another show We'll play charades up in the Chelsea Drink champagne although you shouldn't be We'll be blind and dumb until we fall asleep None of our friends will come They dodge our calls And they have for quite a while now It's not a shock You don't seem to mind and I just can't see how
We're too old We're not old, old at all Just too old We're not old, old at all
There's a bear inside your stomach The cub's been kicking you for weeks And if this isn't all a dream Well then we'll cut him from beneath Well we're not scared of making caves Or finding food for him to eat We're terrified of one another And terrified of what that means But we'll make only quick decisions And you'll just keep my in the waiting room And all the while I'll know we're fucked And not getting unfucked soon When we get home we're bigger strangers than we've ever been before You sit in front of snowy television, suitcase on the floor
We're too old We're not old, old at all Just too old We're not old, old at all Just too old We're not old, old at all Just too old We're not old, old at all Just too old We're not old, old at all Just too old We're not old, old, old, old at all
If s6x was n9ne you would still blow my mind... Shine upon the shadows where the sun don't shine. If s7ven was t10 I could maybe see you again Glimpse at my watch and see that the bridge of three did the mend If N9ne was twe12e and tw2 was fiv5 if if if I still felt alive If I could feeeel
but Like a reoccurring dream I wake up to this machine
Where, right now, it's temporarily on hold When to pick up? ..Don't mind me, Just leave your message after I beep
beep beep
Perhaps I've become un human? I am run by a remote control... I guess I just don't know Still a lot on my mind to unfold. and Here I am,
With my empty pocket in my hands Just livin' to live with no certain plan. I've decided I am what you're not, I am so stagnant in this rain I could rot So I should stop pretending and being such a robot.
Hello Blog........., ha...haha toooooooday I've fully started the Amish lifestyle that I am beginning to unwillingly live, and since I am a "techy" this is way too difficult.so I had to write a fuckin blog about it. which is against the rulezzZ..but uh I like writing blogs, to me its pretty ffffun, I get a nerdy kick out of writing. but anyways. there is a whole list of technology i have lost or that has broke and now the highest tech thang I have is probably a blow dryer!not bad, not shabby. Suuuure these are all material belongings suuure. SUUURE I sound like a materialistic whore mhmm sure do yah yahhh. I can't help it for real! But I do feel unplugged from a section of society now, and it is making me feel weak. Just sayin' WHY IS THIS ALL HAPPENING to ME!? I will go purchase some needles, thread and fabric and sew dresses now. Make sanwiches... carry wood and make meals over my fire pit outside of good old "zoe" because clearly my life cannot handle the high tech world. And I am partially OK with that, my family was considered amish through my entire high school career. I told my english teacher i was and I got extentions on my papers so its not so bad.. Minus the camera. and phone part.
The map shows where the Amish live, I'm not far away. In fact I'm right where that red dot in wisconsin is, so I think it might be meant to maybe be?
the last few days have been rainy, and I dig it. I think umbrellas are funny. Why have an umbrella? Its rain you freaks. Come on all you all wussies n' pussies.Get real and get wet, or just call Twista ;) (he can get cha wetter )
I bust flows that turn nuns to hoes, I wake you from your slumber and shake you out your clothes. love, thug munee